Let’s be honest,
You won’t miss me.
I miss you for who you were,
Not for who you are now
Or what we used to be.
Dear Taylor Lautner,
you must think you have me at your disposal
that you can just ask me to be your girlfriend while keeping the worst secret possible from me
breaking up with me six weeks later
and then telling me you miss me four days after that
I’m not going to lie, I miss you too. but it’s not worth it. maybe some time in the future when you figure out what you really want in life, we’ll work out. But not now.
I have to constantly remind myself that I don’t need you, you were never really there from the start. I can survive on my own.
and i’m not going to lie, I’ve never been happier as a single girl
I’m not mad at you for breaking up with me nor am I mad at you for wanting to leave Oregon for college and breaking off all ties with your friends here. I’m just mad that you kept that from me for so long. I feel like I just wasted me time in a relationship that wasn’t even worth it. For the last 6 weeks, I didn’t even feel like you were my boyfriend. I put so much effort into making you happy; it’s ironic you broke up with me. Maybe I’m just being selfish but I deserve a real reason. You can tell me that you want to cut off all your Oregon friends so you can grow as a new person crap all you want, but I hardly believe it. I want to know if there’s something more than just that. And I also want to know how long you’ve wanted to do that and kept it from me. You know that I deserve to know.
skype with me… and my friends, my boyfriend said.
it’ll be fun. we’re just playing league. we’ll still talk to you, he said.
- Wait you're not 18 yet!
- You serious?
- Oh she's not kidding
- ha... haha...
- *insert 30 minute lecture about boys and how careful I have to be*
I can’t make jokes about being 5ever alone anymore…
yeah that’s the only downside to this, really…
Where did you go? O_o
I went to go hang out with Hillary, Timmy, and Tony.
Dad just confronted me and asked me what time I got home.
Which, truthfully, was before midnight, even ask Hillary.
And then he walked out of my room.
He’s not even mad.
snuck out of the house last night.
forgot my keys in the doorknob.
Grandma found it.
motherbird didn’t call me for lunch.
It is past noon
She hasn’t confronted me yet.